Not sure

Sometimes things can be so complicated whether you like it or not. Things seem so calm and so normal and then all of a sudden it seems to vanish right before your very eyes. Me–Sarah Joy Qua, is not very good with change. But, inevitably, life is full of it. My best friend Monica is going to be getting married next week. This week has been full of many questions and almost sorrow for me.

While I am so very excited about her engagement and her marriage, I am sad for myself. Why? Because she is and has been my best friend for nine years and I fear all the changes that will go I won. Also, I completely fear the unknown. How different will things be? Will we even relate to each other anymore? I can’t really give her advice anymore because I have never been married and I wouldn’t even know what to say.

I won’t be her first person to run to any more when she is upset about something–that will never be the same. However, I am so excited to see her continue on the adventure with Corey who happens to be one of my best friends as well. I love them both together and I have never seen a couple so great for each other before.

Please pray for me as I find out new things and have to delve into new territories.



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  1. Larry says:

    I felt the same way when my best friend got married, and I also hate change. Praying for you, always.

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