The Wind

I sit there curled p against the wall on the porch. I stare down and let the tremors take over me. How have I left myself return to this place? How have I gotten this low again? The darkness takes over and steals any energy I thought I had. he takes over and brings me yet again to…

Here we go again…

If you have been a long follower of my blog, you have heard about the many tell tale stores of my anxiety. Most of the time I can drown out the destitute feelings that it brings but whenever some change comes around so does my anxiety. As you know, I have severe relationship anxiety. When…

Thoughts this wednesday

I have some serious issues. Commitment issues, trust issues, abandonment issues… you name it. Everyone asks me what causes it and I don’t know. I don’t know how I can be helped I don’t know what we can do to fix this. I. Don’t. Know. I’m just so mixed up and I am so confused…

The Rain

There is something so calming about the rain. I love the rain. It’s like for once in my life I feel like the weather just completely matches my soul–like for once I am completely intertwined with nature. Rain is the best weather to cuddle, to drink hot chocolate, to sit and watch a movie, to blog,…