Thoughts this wednesday

I have some serious issues. Commitment issues, trust issues, abandonment issues… you name it. Everyone asks me what causes it and I don’t know. I don’t know how I can be helped I don’t know what we can do to fix this.

I. Don’t. Know.

I’m just so mixed up and I am so confused and anxiety makes everything so much more confusing and no one really understands. This is something that I am going to have to work through alone because no one that I know struggles with an anxiety disorder.

My boyfriend and I are on a break because of this–because I can’t give answers for why I feel uncertain about our relationship. I can’t offer him answers nor myself. All I have is a head full of I-don’t-knows.

I just want to go home and sleep this off.

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